Dear Bodi,

I don’t know how to write this properly…
because whatever I feel for you…
it’s bigger than words.

But I’ll still try.

You are not just someone I love.

You are someone my life got used to…
someone my heart chose…
and never changed its mind after that.

I don’t see anyone else in my life.
I don’t imagine anyone else.

For me…
it has always been you.

And it will always be you.

There is something I want to tell you honestly…

The way everything started…
and the things that happened in between…

somewhere, it left a small fear inside me.
A fear of losing you.

Sometimes I still feel it…
sometimes I get insecure…
sometimes I overthink.

But I am learning.

I am learning to trust…
to have faith in Bhagwan Shiva…
to believe that what is meant for me… will stay. FOREVER

I will stay.

No matter what phase comes…
no matter how life turns…

I am here.
Like I have always been.

I don’t want to hold you back.

I want to see you grow.
I want to see you succeed.
I want to see you achieve everything you dream about.

Take your time.
Focus on your life.

I will be here…
waiting for you,
supporting you,
standing beside you.

And when I think about the future…

I don’t think about perfect days.

I think about us…
handling everything together…
good days, bad days…
fights, peace… everything.

I want you there in all of it.
Not just the happy parts…
but every part.

I love the way you are.
The way you pray…
the way you wake up at 3 in the morning for Bhagwan Shiva…

I admire that so much.
I am proud to see you do that in this kalyug.

And I promise… I will try to become better too.
You inspire me to become better.

My heart still comes back to you.
My soul feels connected to you.
My breath feels connected to you.

I will always be yours.

Always yours,
Bodo ❤️